After a period of chaos (the recent blue moon) and hiatus, this revelation hit me like a ton of bricks.
Time after time, I have been hurt endlessly. This was the result of not setting healthy boundaries, allowing all the toxic energies to shoot at my core. Deep down inside, I was hurting, but I’d put on a brave front f0r the world to see — the typical light-worker / empath moment. I am the light, I need to help people!
Detachment makes me feel good, protected, and extremely comfortable.
The lies I told myself, “Everything is fine, I have Angels with me, remember?” or “I love you!”
Those words rolled off my tongue so smoothly that I nearly believed them myself.
It was incredulous how I’d let all these happen to me in a timespan of a year.
Now it’s time to uncover the truth within me.
I am prepared to open myself up to the world…again.
To the society, vulnerability is weakness. In essence, it makes you a weakling, a victim, and someone whose desperate.
But then again, society consists of many rules, procedures and regulations. These restricted us to feel empowered, inspired and vulnerable. Human beings become too pragmatic and detached. Innuendos gradually became surrounded with the topic about money.
A conversation with a family member shook me to my core. When asked if she’d like to keep pets next time, she affirmatively said no. I then suggested that children are no difference to animals. After all, we are all living beings!
Her answer made me believe that the world has turned us – human beings – into society’s slaves.
“When children grow up, they can make money. But when pets grow up, they cannot do anything!”
Her reply was infuriating. I was burning with anger after she’d said that, but I kept quiet. Where is the love, people?! Does love not exist anymore? Why are there still so many people hurting others out there? The Orlando shooting incident, Harambe incident in the Cincinnati Zoo, and the Christina Grimmie incident…
For the first time ever, I felt the pain of everything. The pain that was buried deep inside me. I cried for the people who died. I cried for the innocent loved ones who suffered. And I cried for people who are living but aren’t as fortunate as I am. I was the epitome of pain during this period of time.
The Light Sourcing Meditation woke me out of my reverie, pulled me out of the darkness, and enabled me to open up to vulnerability again. Truth to be told, it was my first time trying out the free meditation. It literally opened up my heart this morning. I felt the love of my guides surrounding me with love — the love that I still couldn’t feel yesterday.
For those who are on the same path as me, I strongly encourage you to try out this beautiful meditation by Rebecca Campbell, the author of Light is the New Black. Her story was so beautiful and so relatable to me that the Angels are encouraging me to open up to share my story with you.
I feel healed.
I feel whole.
I feel love.
Give yourself a treat with this meditation, I know that it won’t disappoint you! 😉
Vulnerability can be your best friend if you allow it, I just know it!
Henceforth, stay open, beautiful & loving always, dearest beautiful Earth Angels!